July, August, September, October, November, December, January, February.... I've been in the country for nearly 8 months...
I've been to the Netherlands, the UK, France, Germany, Switzerland.... I'm surprised i haven't ran over to Sweden yet....
I stopped working out, stopped swimming, haven't done yoga since I was here, I don't run. I started cycling again once I got my bike this Christmas. I don't pay sports, i don't really have many goals.
My school has been put on pause, I haven't exactly given up on learning Danish, I just feel its a waste of time. Wasting my time??? What else am I doing out here? Sounds like I'm doing nothing... I'm still working at Dalle Valle. I really enjoy my time there, i work with good people, I have fun with my customers and I'm starting to make okay money I guess.
I've had my appendix taken out here, and was left with a few scars on my stomach. I hurt my shoulder skiing and will be left with a bump on my collar bone. Hopefully it feels better soon.
I don't like going out in this country. I'm tired of being spoken to in Danish. I'm tired of meeting people and having the ' what are you doing in this country? ' question, and my answer is to live with my boyfriend, because I definitely can't think of any other reason to be here but him.
Now what do I do next ? My tax job is calling... I could be back in Winnipeg in April working there, living at home. I could stay here... keep on working.... I could take my bike and head to India.... it doesn't look too far on a map. Ha. I don't know what I really want to do... I need to start dreaming big, start thinking about the future. Start thinking about what i can do now to make it better. What do I want out of life.
Hmm
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